Dresses, sunglasses, working out outside, picnics. It is finally here – my dream came true – everything seems to be in order now, because of Spring. Everything seems much better when it is warm and sunny.
I was always keeping my birthdays to myself. I remember only one birthday party – the day I turned 24. It was great time with perfect people around. However I just convinced I was so right to keep this only for me all these years.
Today I experienced the situation which caused me much stress. I had a visit to my doctor and simple procedure needed to be done. However, I am so afraid of doctors, I hate needles, paper work there and specially I hate being sick. I always considered myself as a very healthy person – I used to never catch a cold when everyone around me is sick, I never had any other diseases and now, when it happened to me, I feel so bad, that I cannot even express myself.
April is my favourite month of the year because of many reasons – it is my birthday, it is warm and nature is waking up. I also feel the “april – month of cleaning” vibe strongly – beginning with my mind and soul I like to tide my home make plans for summer.
This is the week when everything changes. Not only the place we live in, but also the concept – we now live two of us, in a apartment, but not in a room, we do not need to share it with anybody.